Hi all. I didnt get the job I had an interview with last week. But she said she was keeping my application on hand. Ok what ever that means right now but that doesnt help me any.
I have filled out anohter four or so application on line and in person and doing call backs with a few applications I did about two weeks ago that havent called me back yet and was told by the end of the week or Monday the lastest.
I dont know what to do because we are running out of time with me looking. Jeff and I have till august to get me working and I want to be going before then. Or we are going to lose our house. I dont want to lose my house my friends. I know it sounds like a poor me thing as he calls it but I feel like a failure not being able to find work. Or work that people want to hire me for.
What am I to do when people dont want to hire poor little old me. Well not old but you get the drift. I am fighting to keep my home we fought so hard to get. I mean it took us 3 years with every tax season to pay off our bad debt and now this shit is hitting us. I just want to curl up in a corner and cry and never come out of my corner. I have had calls for babysitters but guess what no job no babysitter. I have had to turn many calls down because I didnt get the one job.
I am so fustrated and sick of looking for jobs. I need one but I am so ready to just pack up and leave the house and say screw it.
On a lighter note and something funny I shampooed my bed today and Kora's mattress. She had gotten sick a while back and didnt tell me and I did her mattress as well as ours. I never thought that it would look as bad as the livingroom carpet when I was finished. Yuckie. But hey they are done for a while now. I just hope they dry ok now. I hate waiting for things to dry because I am going to do the sheets and blankets today also. I am hoping they are dry by timee bed time hits.. LOL...
I still have some afghans and bags, and other stuff that I wanted to sell. Jeff is having the guys from work over on Friday night but we dont drink acohol so they will be drinking and driving and yikes, Thankfully they all live close enough not to have to worry about. I am not depressed this time around because I dont have work. I am just fustrated and that is totally different than being depressed.. Well anyway off to start laundry. Have a wonderful evening with your families and if not married enjoy your dates or what nots..
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